I know people who ultimately wound up married going the route I described. :shrug:
In any case, it's frankly kind of an awkward situation all the way around. New Years would be the most convenient time, and the best time to "strike while the iron is hot," so to speak. Though... Yes, admittedly, it's not really the most intimate setting.
Then again, however, I'm not even really sure if that's what she's even looking for at this point. It'd just be a sort of timely ice breaker and meet and greet more than anything else.
I'm also not really sure what kind of "intimate" setting would even be workable in the first place.
I'm sure as Hell not bringing her home any time soon. :lol:
I also live a pretty fair distance away from where I work, and I've got no idea where she lives, which means that I really don't know where a good "neutral" place to meet would be.
The best option would be to simply take her to lunch or coffee at the Mall on her break or something. However, I can't, as guards technically aren't allowed to take their breaks in sight of the public. We have to do it in an office in the back.
Ugh. I sort of feel like I need some more information to make this workable. lol
So the problem is that you are afraid to invite her to something where it's obvious that the only thing on offer is you, and the only intention is to spend time with her. You feel a need to disguise it under the guise of doing something else, or not really caring if she shows up because you're going either way. That way, you don't run the risk of rejection.
Well, get over it. You'll never be in a relationship if you're trying to hide your interest in people. You are sending the message that you either aren't serious, or you're hardly interested and "she'll do" for your New Year's kiss.
And before you complain to me that it's hard for men, I have asked men out too. The worst thing that happens is they say no. You'll live.
I have been rejected, and I have also screwed up and put myself way out on the line to save a good thing -- and had it pay off. Trust me, the latter is infinitely harder. It's easier if you don't put yourself in a bad position to start with. You don't win if you refuse to play.
You don't need to know where she lives or any of that nonsense. Here, Gathomas: "Hey, I'd love to talk to you more, but we keep getting cut short. Could I get your number? Maybe we could hang out sometime." Smile. Be ****ing nice. None of that "3 days" bull****. Call her within 32 hours. Then, you can figure out logistics like time and what places work, and get a feel for what, if anything, she's looking for.
If you want to be in a relationship, you have to let the person you're interested in know that you're interested in them -- not just that they'd make some nice arm candy when the ball drops and you need a smooch. Let go of your need to protect your ego. Relationships aren't about your ego. You will be vulnerable a lot, so you better get used to it.
You are making this sound more complicated than it is. It is not that complicated. You need some way to establish contact and planning. That's all.
Skip New Years. Convey your interest in just her, with only you on offer.