Or not; I read what stories are available (both domestic and foreign), parse out the common info, and base my views on that. I don't even follow one party or the other (I'll vote either side or Independent if they are on the people's side), and for the most part reject most of what's said with a partisan slant or badmouthing.
Personally, I have had one close friend murdered in their home with a police issue revolver (the case was suddenly dropped when suspicion pointed towards said police officers 18yo son), and just recently (this morning) I got a text from my niece who lives in Palatine (neighbors to Highland Park), and her daughter's friend was in the parade, she spent over an hour hiding in a building waiting for the 'all clear' so they could leave. Also, I grew up 4 blocks from the Bloomington Lake Liquor Store where George Floyd was murdered, so have not lived a sheltered life either.
No one I know in my 68 years on this planet has managed to defend themselves from a criminal with a gun. I know one girl who was defended from a possible rapist by her dog - bit the guy good I guess, but other than that, myself included, have only had the option of fists or being fleet of foot to stop an attack. I do know if I were to ever commit a crime with a gun, the first person I'd aim for would be someone who looked like they had or were reaching for a gun; not many people carry their gun around in their hand, ready to use it on a moment's notice.