Sounds like you have a lot in common with the Black Panthers. Since you are both ostracized for your unpopular beliefs, why don't you join together? Maybe you guys could figure out a way to solve your problems.
Me on the otherhand, I do not see myself as being a traitor to my Race. I have english, irish, french and lenapee indian blod. I am an american. American is a nation of all races, in case you have forgotten. No one, and I dare say, yourself even are pure in blood.
On the contrary, I see myself an example others should follow. The bible tells you to love your neighbor. No exceptions. I love all races and cultures in general. I have dated irish, english, black, korean, japanese, macedonian, serbian, and azeri women. My life has been enriched as a result. I would never consider trading this life for that of a white supremisist. Your type are boring and quite conflicted. And, homosexual? Not that I have a problem with that. I have known many gay people who are much kinder than many hetero's I have known.