I have a very similar condition, when my low periods hit, even the prospect of leaving bed or contemplating basic daily functions turn into ambitious undertakings. I combat those times by engaging in enjoyable activities, for me it's writing or playing guitar, and my mental functions seem to resume. It helps considerably to have an activity or hobby to throw the entirety of yourself into.
Exactly. Depression meds like effexor will land you in a padded room if you're not careful. It's bad enough it closes the blood vessels beteen male sex organs. One med begets another and big pharma laughs all the way to the bank
Unfortunately, my illness is kind of built into my brain. Some people experience trauma that causes a chemical imbalance, while others are naturally imbalanced. I am the latter.
I volunteered for shock therapy (ECT) several years ago, and found the procedure quite pleasant, although ultimately useless. I liked the orange juice they gave me after each session.
I am happy with my drugs, over all. I used to be on 5, but I've been able to cut it back to 3.
She is a sweet little Indian, and frequently tries to get me to pick a religion.
You need to find your value, and your self-worth, whatever it may be. Not the shallow dimestore philosophy, but the real you that matters, and that lasts with time and space.