I don't think it should be deleted, it was already moved

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That being said, I am a spiritual person who is agnostic. As a fan of Star Trek I like the logical reasoning of the Vulcan's that say that if you can't prove something doesn't exist, then it is still in the realm of possibly existing.
So where I come to my conundrum is the "big bang theory", and if it started with one point of singularity, where the hell did the point of singularity come from? Where did all this mass come from. Then if you come to the conclusion that god created it, can it be possible that we have to consider where god came from?
Suppose for a moment that space (The universe) has always existed, or more accurately, never not existed. Space and time (According to Einstien) are connected in that, the concept of space means nothing (Not definable) without time, and time is equally undefinable without space. However, what if space has always existed? Wouldn't then time be a manifestation of space, not as a property, but an effect. There is a real logical reason to believe the forsaid scenario might be true since energy can neither be created nor can it be destroyed. Well, if that's the case, and since time fundamentally is about observing change, what we observe as time is the changing of matter and energy from one form to the other, but the sum total of energy/matter is and can only ever be finite. Consider that the universe is one giant ball of energy, and within that ball, energy and matter morph from one to the other, and as such we have the effect we call time, BUT, this morphing of energy and matter is not a property of time, it is an effect of a finite space (Universe).
Now, conversly, the prevailing wisdom is that at some point if the universe had a beginning, then it must surely have an end, but then we have a little problem because energy cannot be destroyed. Well, if it can't ever be destroyed, then how can it cease to exist? The answer is that it ceases to exist in its present form (The universe that we know and love), and perhaps morphs (However by big crunch or pick one theory) into another universe. Some people seem to think that all this energy will one day surcumb to power of entrophy, and the universe will settle as a static ball of freezing cold nothing, yet this theory is not logical in the sense that these same people also believe the universe was created at some point in the past. Well, if it was created at some other point, then what happens to all the energy? The matter in the "big freeze" scenario converts to energy and eventually rests due to entrophy. My problem with that scenario is, well isn't that sort of the same thing as a static universe in the very real sense that this state of the universe in the big freeze is essentially the end of the universe, but wait, it's not really the end of the universe, it's only the end of the universe we know and love where matter and energy are interchangable and vibrant. Moreover, if everything is at rest and very very cold, would time exist? How could you measure time if there was no change to measure?
This logical conundrum bafffles me. But it is made less baffling if we consider a finite universe where matter and energy are always interchangeable and something, some force, power or hand has a stake in exactly how that energy and matter interchange. Is it God? I don't know, I don't believe in God per say, but if something has always existed (The universe) and if this something will always exist, and if space and time are not the same thing, then I can at least logically deduce that something not known is responsible for the change in matter and energy that produced life that at this stage has become so self aware that we can ask these questions on an internet message board. Of course, then there's the idea that in a static finite universe, everything that can possibly happen will happen, and we're just living in a
time where what is happening is merely the result of that mathematical reality. 100 monkey's typing on typewriters for billions of years comes to mind..
Tim-