Not happy with mine at the moment, but I'm working on it. I was soooo fricken athletic for so long because it was my job to be, it's hard for me to actually *work out*. I didn't work out for many years after quitting the full time athletic job, it eventually caught up with me. That combined with a dying thyroid that helped me gain 20lbs in no time flat...well.. I'm where I am now. Not pleased with the way I look, currently.
But, it's getting better! I realized walking in to work today that I really need to go buy pants a size smaller than what I'm currently wearing since I'm getting tired of feeling like mine are falling off of me all the time. :lol:
I'm 5'3", but my healthy weight is about 135 - 140. Much lower than that I just look ill. According to most doctor charts, though, I should weigh like 115 at my height. I'd look anorexic if I did. It's just my body type. I have hips, and I have broad shoulders. Without some filler there, I just look bad.
But, at my healthy weight, I'm "overweight" according to the stupid BMI charts. Which is why I don't put much stock in them, or in the reports that xx% of the US is "overweight". Currently, according to my BMI, I'm obese. *shrug*
However, I'm not so much concerned about my weight as I am how I look and feel. I look in the mirror when I'm nude, and I don't like what I see. (though I like it better than I did a couple of months ago) I can't wear my pretty dresses anymore. And I refuse to go out and buy new ones in larger sizes. So, I want to be able to wear my pretty dresses again and look in the mirror and smile at what I see. Regardless of what the scales say.