Show me where I said that.
Are you sure you want good faith discussion, David? Because these are some of my quotes on the subject.
"Again, this isn't news and these are words of many atheists. In real life, both atheism and theism are ontological positions that are often poorly established individually, and poorly thought thru - and include among other things, a mutt mixture of intellectual beliefs and emotional reactions. In short, it's complicated.
"Most people aren't fit to judge their own motivations for believing/accepting/rejecting some sundry proposition , much less everyone else's."
Devil David: "Are you fit to judge your own motivations?" Mulefoot: "Absolutely not".
"But the motivation behind what we believe, and what we then do as a result, are far trickier. We all can be motivated to believe something or take some action, based on something that isn't even clear to ourselves."
"I've believed things and taken action with incorrect motivations. I assume I'm probably in pretty good company."
"We are often self-deceptive in order to gravitate towards some reward or away from some punishment. Not always, but often."
"Of course the same conclusion applies to both sides - that's the point. All of us make declarations about the world with motivations that we are often unaware of. It's the human condition."