Wow, I've got you fooled!
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But I've often lamented here the plight of principled &/or moderate Conservatives, in their having to deal with the new Trumpian Republican Party.
Remember, I am fairly Conservative in my private life, and after being a lifetime Democrat - my party left me in the new millennium and I became an Indie. I only returned to the Dems just recently, in response to Trump. And even then, I'm uneasy with a lot the Dems do.
So I can relate to having one's party move away from them, while having no other (suitable) party to go to.
(and to be honest, I'm beginning to think my station in life may be as an Indie, despite being the 'joiner' I tend to be)