I'm surprised you didn't get some response from these paragraphs. But I'm not confused, I have a similar opinion, or feeling, about abortion. I think abortion is wrong. If the fertilized egg, from conception to normal childbirth, is aborted, something that was going to be a human being will now be nothing.
Having said that, I also do not think that you can, or should, in this country, force a woman to grow another human being inside her body if she does not want to. Many do not experience this dilemma on this issue, because of their religious beliefs. I don't have religious beliefs, so I search my personal database which helps me determine right from wrong. And it tells me that a woman who may be considering abortion should be informed of her options, if she wants to listen to them. She should be counseled, if she wants it. She should be told and shown how important and loved she is and the baby will be by everyone close to her. Then she should be able to get her abortion, if she still wants it.