This is such a tiring life ... You remember the best times of your life and just want to go back to those old days when you used to feel safe and happier in your little but magical world which involved your grandparents and the others and your dreams .You still believe in a virtue being kept in the nature of human beings? Maybe you dont ,maybe you do .You jump from stage to stage in your lifetime and come to the conclusion that you are still alone like you were alone before and you will be alone till you go .You can't find out why you feel like this.You get lost in some magazines or books questioning teh meaning of the life and then start watching your favorite sitcom because you need to laugh much more than you need.God knows how many times you have hated living on this planet but survived many 'walking dead' periods of your life .Yes hardships made you stronger ,they claim you are strong but are you ?Your empathic attitudes towards the others are highly abused and that is why you dont want to be that strong anymore ,strong enough to look as hard as stone .Otherwise they will keep getting you down hoping nothing happens to you and you never get out of their lives.....
This is such a tiring life ... You remember the best times of your life and just want to go back to those old days when you used to feel safe and happier in your little but magical world which involved your grandparents and the others and your dreams .You still believe in a virtue being kept in the nature of human beings? Maybe you dont ,maybe you do .You jump from stage to stage in your lifetime and come to the conclusion that you are still alone like you were alone before and you will be alone till you go .You can't find out why you feel like this.You get lost in some magazines or books questioning teh meaning of the life and then start watching your favorite sitcom because you need to laugh much more than you need.God knows how many times you have hated living on this planet but survived many 'walking dead' periods of your life .Yes hardships made you stronger ,they claim you are strong but are you ?Your empathic attitudes towards the others are highly abused and that is why you dont want to be that strong anymore ,strong enough to look as hard as stone .Otherwise they will keep getting you down hoping nothing happens to you and you never get out of their lives.....
I get it, on one hand. This nihlistic view of the world and self. But I love living, it's about the only thing I do well. I must have life, for as crappy as it can be, there are huge ups.
As for being alone, been there, done that. I lived the hermit life for far longer than I'd like to admit. But even then, I wasn't ready to give up on life. Now I'm married and have an awesome little girl. I'm not alone. I have a **** ton more responsibilities, uncounted sources of concern and stress, but I'm not alone. And to tell the truth, I never was. I thought I was, but my life is a steady stream of friends and family. Of great experiences and crappy experiences....but experiences. You cannot feel less you are alive.
There's no afterlife, there's no "better place", all there is is what exists. This life, these experiences, these thoughts and emotions and consciousness. It all goes away when dead. What is life? It's living. L-I-V-I-N. There is so much to do and learn and feel that I could never grow tired of if.
This is such a tiring life ... You remember the best times of your life and just want to go back to those old days when you used to feel safe and happier in your little but magical world which involved your grandparents and the others and your dreams .You still believe in a virtue being kept in the nature of human beings? Maybe you dont ,maybe you do .You jump from stage to stage in your lifetime and come to the conclusion that you are still alone like you were alone before and you will be alone till you go .You can't find out why you feel like this.You get lost in some magazines or books questioning teh meaning of the life and then start watching your favorite sitcom because you need to laugh much more than you need.God knows how many times you have hated living on this planet but survived many 'walking dead' periods of your life .Yes hardships made you stronger ,they claim you are strong but are you ?Your empathic attitudes towards the others are highly abused and that is why you dont want to be that strong anymore ,strong enough to look as hard as stone .Otherwise they will keep getting you down hoping nothing happens to you and you never get out of their lives.....
This is such a tiring life ... You remember the best times of your life and just want to go back to those old days when you used to feel safe and happier in your little but magical world which involved your grandparents and the others and your dreams .You still believe in a virtue being kept in the nature of human beings? Maybe you dont ,maybe you do .You jump from stage to stage in your lifetime and come to the conclusion that you are still alone like you were alone before and you will be alone till you go .You can't find out why you feel like this.You get lost in some magazines or books questioning teh meaning of the life and then start watching your favorite sitcom because you need to laugh much more than you need.God knows how many times you have hated living on this planet but survived many 'walking dead' periods of your life .Yes hardships made you stronger ,they claim you are strong but are you ?Your empathic attitudes towards the others are highly abused and that is why you dont want to be that strong anymore ,strong enough to look as hard as stone .Otherwise they will keep getting you down hoping nothing happens to you and you never get out of their lives.....
Ummm....you okay? :thinking
Yes , I like philosophizing about the life when I feel stress filled or just miss my beloved ones
So, are you stressed? Or missing loved ones?
Both ,
What cha stressed about?
Yes , I like philosophizing about the life when I feel stress filled or just miss my beloved ones
general ,lets mention it in PM if you want
A little bit of melancholy and a nice glass of wine on an overcast day can be a beautiful thing. Enjoy.
I gotta go start preparing dinner.
Try this. Sing something. Sing a song. A happy song. Perhaps something you remember from your childhood.
Or even something modern. Sing.
I really like dancing and do it at home and it makes me feel good
Did you dance? Like nobody was watching?
This is such a tiring life ... You remember the best times of your life and just want to go back to those old days when you used to feel safe and happier in your little but magical world which involved your grandparents and the others and your dreams .You still believe in a virtue being kept in the nature of human beings? Maybe you dont ,maybe you do .You jump from stage to stage in your lifetime and come to the conclusion that you are still alone like you were alone before and you will be alone till you go .You can't find out why you feel like this.You get lost in some magazines or books questioning teh meaning of the life and then start watching your favorite sitcom because you need to laugh much more than you need.God knows how many times you have hated living on this planet but survived many 'walking dead' periods of your life .Yes hardships made you stronger ,they claim you are strong but are you ?Your empathic attitudes towards the others are highly abused and that is why you dont want to be that strong anymore ,strong enough to look as hard as stone .Otherwise they will keep getting you down hoping nothing happens to you and you never get out of their lives.....
This is such a tiring life ... You remember the best times of your life and just want to go back to those old days when you used to feel safe and happier in your little but magical world which involved your grandparents and the others and your dreams .
Medusa here's where the story ends...
You believed in something you couldn't see..
thank you grip
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