I'm trying to be as intellectually honest as possible.
It looks to me like you are. You didn't really address some of my points, but I see you honest in what you say.
I'll share one little story about politics with you, though it might not apply to you, it's something to watch for.
It's that candidates aren't often so much about what their (stated) positions are - it's more about which issues they can get you to care about.
There might be 250 issues. But if they can get you to vote based on #18, #80, and #111, while the opponents wants you to vote based on#9, #71, and #80, that's the battle - what you will vote on.
And that's where your choices are some gun issue, and some abortion policy. But you are spending a lot - on education, debt, climate, foreign policy, corruption, prosperity, worker rights and power, and much more that you aren't making the issues you vote on. I don't doubt your sincerity. But recognize that powerful, corrupt forces use abortion like a weapon to get your vote, for their own agenda. That might be ok with you, it's up to you, but recognize what's happening.
The little story I mentioned is about when Reagan was running for governor, against a popular incumbent Democrat, Pat Brown. So Reagan needed something to run on.
At each campaign speech, he would talk about those dirty protesters and the need for decent people to stand up for law and order, or some such. His campaign aides told him, 'what are you doing? The polls show the voters don't care about that issue of the protesters.'
Reagan told them, "They will." What he understood, as a longtime corporate spokesman that they didn't, was that he could get voters to change what issue they voted on, to one where he had the advantage, instead of the broad issues the voters cared about before. Reagan could get voters saying, 'ya, I DO hate those protesters, I want Reagan'. That's a good political lesson. trump did it as well, with 'issues' like immigrants and Muslims.
