I don't want to quit. I enjoy it. I know the repercussions. I know what it does. But I really don't want to be harangued over it, either. It's a continual onslaught on tv with commercials, people looking at you like you are a leper, rude people coughing and waving their hands if they walk near YOU as you have a cig instead of THEM avoiding you. Like you're supposed to fun and hide away from THEM when you were there to begin with and they were passing by.
I'm tired of that rudeness. I'm tired of being told what my lungs look like, that I'm going to die if I keep smoking, shown pics of holes in throats or ugly cancer pics of people dying. I KNOW.
I am not robbing anyone to get my fix of nicotine. I am not murdering anyone to get that fix either. I am not driving my car and killing people because my brain is sloshing around, nor am I sticking needles in my arms or smoking crack and running the streets naked because my brain is fried. I don't throw my butts in the street or on the curb or stub out in the dirt. I put them in a baggie then toss them in my trash when I get home.
I'm having a cig. Because I enjoy it. And to be honest, I don't give a rats ass if I die tonight or tomorrow or the day after.
So please. Don't bother me for me smoking my cig because even though I am treated badly by some people, I have always been a polite smoker. If I quit, it will because I want to, not because anyone else wants me to. And if I don't quit and I kick, then the only one to place this blame of enjoying cigs on is....me.
Thank you for listening.