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ptsdkid said:LOL!
teacher said:So, nutcase, some shi*t has happened to you. I spend every waking day wishing that some shi*t had happend to me instead of someone else. I would trade that in a heartbeat. You are weak. What you have been through happened to you. So, you are alive, right? Got any kids? You don't know pain fool. You are not even close. You can't scratch the surface. I have been through the worst thing that can happen to a person. I've got your PTSD hanging. Shut the fuc*k up. You have no idea what pain is. You are just claiming PTSD when you are just fuc*king stupid.
The day you claim that your pain is worse than mine, worse than the day I climbed into the back of a ambulance and forced open the eyelids of my dead 11 year old son Matthew's eyes so I could see his big blues one last time, is the the day I will come hunt you down like the rabid dog you are. My pain trumps yours. And I manage to be a positive influence. You just suck. I hate people like you that claim some bullshit. I have issues in life like nobodies tomorrow. But I don't claim them here. I just hate when some ***** like you says such. If you have problems, go deal with them. Don't start a stupid bullshit thread moaning about your world. Leave us alone. You suck.
ptsdkid said:This lesson may be a great tune up for Stace as well, since it’s geared toward bring the two of you closer to the real world, i.e. my world. I give both Stace and Aps an A+ for successfully finishing the first homework assignment of finding the correct medical data as used in determining a 100% PTSD veteran. Btw, my lowest GAF (Global Assessment Functioning) rating during that 1992 hospital inpatient cohort was 25. You need not look to find what that number represented. Stace has already supplied an answer which wasn’t much better than that of someone being comatose or of a catatonic Thorazine shuffling fool.
I have had PTSD or a facsimile thereof for over 40 years, with it’s genesis originating during adolescence as being the victim of severe and chronic physical beatings.
From the moment I ran away from home, I learned to shun every dependency label that peers and authority figures had willingly and readily assigned to me. I refused to play the victim role; refused to whine; refused to beg for anything, and refused to take orders from careless, inconsiderate, and pig-headed authority figures. In essence, I have linked childhood abuse and reinforcing combat traumas as being the impetus to the precocious development of my mind. I also shun that ridiculous saying, “You’re a survivor”. Anyone still breathing air is a survivor of some unpleasant experience or another. I don’t need to wear any silly medals that would undoubtedly cover up the ‘real’ me.
My work ethic, my desire to fight for what is right (including my service to country), and the commitment to better myself by soaring past or avoiding dependable prescribed anti depressant drugs, by staying physically and mentally active and sound--had in affect placed me squarely into the Republican/Conservative camp of ideals and ambitions.
If I had been a liberal before being traumatized--I would surely have been a lifelong member of an institutionalized ward of the government. The VA would have provided me with a hospital bed/home, with food, with a safe environment, with a daily supply of Prozac, Zoloft or Paxil, and I would get to whine at will to the psyche nurses that the T.V. in the recreation room was still too snowy. You see, liberals in general have no ambition, cannot adhere to structure or rules, refuse to fight for anything (thus the often pacifist label), and by lying in a hospital bed all day, they wouldn’t have to tax their lethargic brains by setting any kind of lifelong goals for them or their families.
To me, hard work and an appreciation for ones’ accomplishments/achievements will in the end lead to satisfaction, contentment and happiness. I fail to see how someone that depends on government, or someone refusing to fight, or someone settling for less or second best, or for whatever is most convenient at the time will lead to anything other than misery and despair. Those character traits have become a liberal’s mantra as well as his birthright.
Stace & Aps: I won’t go into further detail of how and why my 25 rating had sunk to that level in 1992. My desire here is to show you how this PTSD scourge of the past can and has been overturned. By my example, you’ll also learn how one can actually profit both mentally and physically for having been exposed to such extreme conditions in the first place. You must have a discerning eye to follow such a course of reasoning to it's desired end.
I have posted on numerous PTSD forums for civilians, veterans and their wives or girlfriends.
PTSD can and does often kick *** to the point of no return for many. Most PTSDers love to (almost in braggadocio) fashion claim that there is no cure for PTSD. Of course there is no magic elixir pill as a cure all. But these people are losers in life. Once ambitious lively souls have been crushed for good. They tend to resign life to popping a potpourri of anti depressant pills, and they let the VA supply them with all their medical needs. Most have given up hope of being a productive member of society; they’ve become hideaways to safe bunkers of retreat. They’re calling it quits…the white flag flies proudly over their broken compound.
It has been 14 years since I stumbled into that black hole of loneliness and despair at that VA hospital. With degrees of higher education at my fingertips; I find no need to dwell any further on that low point in life.
All I ask from you two gals, is for you to engage me or others on the merits of politics for the subject at hand. I’ll fully understand if you feel somewhat incompetent in debating politics.
To suggest that someone is psychologically imbalanced, or perhaps has hallucinating visions of pink elephants dancing on his monitor--is not being honest or real. It does show you as having a penchant to produce red-herrings, and it isn’t conducive to keeping ’debate politics’ the amusing show that it is. Come on girls, you can do better than that!
Oh, I almost forgot, this is the flaming basement where anything goes. Please disregard everything I just said….it’s all rubbish, I may have been hallucinating or disassociating, LOL!
Hoot said:Sheesh...and I thought I had an ego? After reading your diatribe, kid, I have to doff my hat to you...I just have confidence...you have ego oozing out of your pores.
And frankly, I think 95% of what you typed up there is BS. Why tell us all this if not to evoke some sort of sympathy?
You think we care how many bed pans you went through?
Maybe you should run for office under the republican banner? They'll believe anything.
If this was your attempt at humor, stay away from those open mike nights.
ptsdkid said:***I see that you are giving your best shot at providing humor here. Nice try, but I suggest you lower your ego a tad, first by trashing that ridiculous 'Hoot' moniker, then, talk to the fine folks here by admitting that you are are flaming ******, and how you need to get our sympathy for having posed here as an undesirable. Pretty hard to boast of having an ego before you get a life to begin with.
teacher said:So, nutcase, some shi*t has happened to you. I spend every waking day wishing that some shi*t had happend to me instead of someone else. I would trade that in a heartbeat. You are weak. What you have been through happened to you. So, you are alive, right? Got any kids? You don't know pain fool. You are not even close. You can't scratch the surface. I have been through the worst thing that can happen to a person. I've got your PTSD hanging. Shut the fuc*k up. You have no idea what pain is. You are just claiming PTSD when you are just fuc*king stupid.
The day you claim that your pain is worse than mine, worse than the day I climbed into the back of a ambulance and forced open the eyelids of my dead 11 year old son Matthew's eyes so I could see his big blues one last time, is the the day I will come hunt you down like the rabid dog you are. My pain trumps yours. And I manage to be a positive influence. You just suck. I hate people like you that claim some bullshit. I have issues in life like nobodies tomorrow. But I don't claim them here. I just hate when some ***** like you says such. If you have problems, go deal with them. Don't start a stupid bullshit thread moaning about your world. Leave us alone. You suck.
George_Washington said:Whoa, I am very sorry to hear about your son, Teacher.
Is that why you came to this forum?
That's ok, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to.
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