The reason I no longer regard objects with knobs, switches and dials as more important than people...
The reason I now FEEL the music I listen to rather than just respond as an automaton...
The reason I no longer feel like a robot running "human simulation mode" from a windowless concrete room...
Is because I experimented with psychedelics starting around age fifteen.
Except for one or two mild dalliances in the 80's for fun, my psychedelic journey ended around age eighteen or so (1974) but it is the reason an Aspie like myself actually FEELS human.A
And no, I didn't know I was an Aspie until I was diagnosed many years later, all of it was just a gut recognition that I was not "wired" like everyone else.
I didn't have a name for it.
And with that diagnosis, suddenly everything made a whole lot of sense, all the puzzle pieces finally fit together.
Psychedelic drugs have enormous potential to do a lot of good.
The dirty goddamn hippies were right.
I had the rare luxury of doing organic mescaline in my own house. Some intense spatial hallucinations where my desk suddenly leaped up at me. Hours of a constant feeling that the world was a limitless flat plane extending in all directions & I was in the center of it, like at a crossroads with a stop light in multiple directions. When I first did ditchweed pot I hallucinated about the front door lights on houses. But pot helped me far more than psychiatrists & medication did. Psychedelic drugs have this in common, a stimulus to the need to talk about whatever pops into your mind. Talking about past conflicts that are still affecting you helps resolve them so you feel better.
When I had the most psychologically effective talks with my wife I was just stoned but not hallucinating.Not that it wouldn't be useful without it, and certainly more tolerable to take., but It makes me wonder how much is lost when you lose the psychedelic effects? Is it then less effective?
When I had the most psychologically effective talks with my wife I was just stoned but not hallucinating.
Interesting. But did it actually help more mentally, or was it just your perception that it did? It just seems like psychedelics fire different parts of your brain, and that's what made me wonder if removing that would make it less effective.
transcranial magnetic stimulation.
When I am stoned I just want to talk if there is someone with me or on the phone. I don't know the correct term for it (euphoriant?), but it relaxes inhibitions & frees your mind up to talk about whatever pops into your mind, about things that are bothering you but you've kept bottled up.
I'd skip the latter option. It reminds me of One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest.Another perhaps promising treatment (but it's very expensive) is ketamine inhalation therapy. I know someone who was about to begin this treatment, but the insurance company refused to cover it. Another treatment possibility is transcranial magnetic stimulation.
Never seemed to have that effect on me. Wanting to talk, sometimes but its never brought up things I've kept repressed, for me.
I'd skip the latter option. It reminds me of One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest.
In my experience many women love to talk. In fact, if you want to spread gossip quickly there are 3 ways: telephone, telegraph & teleWoman.
All I can tell you is that the ketamine inhalation therapy works to block particular neurotransmitters while stimulating others. Here is more info: https://health.clevelandclinic.org/...oved-for-depression-but-its-not-for-everyone/I'd skip the latter option. It reminds me of One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest.
I had not heard of this method of inhaling the powerful dissociative anesthetic. I was surprised to learn that cops carry syringes of ketamine to subdue uncooperative detainees.
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