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a_shields
Joined Mon 02/02/09
Posts: 368
Tue 08/04/09 01:43 AM
anyone want to hear?
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a_shields
Joined Mon 02/02/09
Posts: 368
Tue 08/04/09 01:47 AM
if no one asks me to tell it - it just won't be told. Ever.
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gayfifer
Joined Sat 04/04/09
Posts: 5278
Tue 08/04/09 01:51 AM
tell - is it good?
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a_shields
Joined Mon 02/02/09
Posts: 368
Tue 08/04/09 01:54 AM
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tell - is it good?
the one you know is probably sexier for entertainment purposes.
have you picked one specific story to believe yet? one film? one character?
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gayfifer
Joined Sat 04/04/09
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Tue 08/04/09 01:56 AM
do i need to?
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a_shields
Joined Mon 02/02/09
Posts: 368
Tue 08/04/09 02:03 AM
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do i need to?
it helps me to know what lie i need to disprove before talking to someone.
some like the joker story.
some like the nash story.
some like batman, john connor, harry potter, the man/machine in salvation, neo, anchorman, hannibal, riddler, phenomenon, blue penis from watchmen, impossibly moving inkface scaryvoice hatguy, rainman, kaizer sozay [sic, **** spelling anyway].
I need to know what you think I am, so I can explain to you the elements of my life that resemble that story or character.
I am a human - not an idea of a human. The idea people think I am is killing me. All think my motives are something other than what I say. Everything is a double negative of the truth. People give a sly smile thinking they know what/who I am, and what I want from them.
They do not.
If they did, they would weep.
Should I make people weep?
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gayfifer
Joined Sat 04/04/09
Posts: 5278
Tue 08/04/09 02:06 AM
are u on something?
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daytime
Joined Sat 04/25/09
Posts: 523
Tue 08/04/09 02:12 AM
I do not understand the story??
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SunshineGirl09
Joined Wed 07/15/09
Posts: 19
Tue 08/04/09 02:16 AM
Yeahhh I don't think there is a story yet hun....
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JasmineInglewood
Joined Wed 11/28/07
Posts: 3593
Tue 08/04/09 02:16 AM
what the...?
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SunshineGirl09
Joined Wed 07/15/09
Posts: 19
Tue 08/04/09 02:16 AM
Yeahhh I don't think there is a story yet hun....
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a_shields
Joined Mon 02/02/09
Posts: 368
Tue 08/04/09 02:16 AM
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are u on something?
the addiction story.
a popular explanation for something medically interesting.
the story you know is about a husband that gets addicted to adderall and rips apart his marriage, right?
ok, here goes:
a human is born to a right side brain thinker and a left side brain thinker.
these two extremes were not able to provide normal environment.
result was left/right brain hybrid with freakish thinking ability and various dysfunctions based on the same, and also based on fear response from normal people.
freak of nature survives to 18 via luck and charity. gets married based on logical choice without understanding normal human concepts of trust and love.
back a bit:
this freak is able to see when people become scared or potentially violent. Violence came from friends, family, mentors - all based on fear of freak's perception of them.
when a monster sees me seeing them, they desire to kill me. to hide my awareness of them would be dishonest about what i know is true. i do not pretend to be an idiot to gain advantage over another human. the result is monsters trying to kill me on a regular basis each time i see them, and they see me seeing them.
i am still typing...
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gayfifer
Joined Sat 04/04/09
Posts: 5278
Tue 08/04/09 02:16 AM
QUOTE:
I do not understand the story??
find peace in the knowledge u are not alone!
Joined Mon 02/02/09
Posts: 368
Tue 08/04/09 01:43 AM
anyone want to hear?
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a_shields
Joined Mon 02/02/09
Posts: 368
Tue 08/04/09 01:47 AM
if no one asks me to tell it - it just won't be told. Ever.
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gayfifer
Joined Sat 04/04/09
Posts: 5278
Tue 08/04/09 01:51 AM
tell - is it good?
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a_shields
Joined Mon 02/02/09
Posts: 368
Tue 08/04/09 01:54 AM
QUOTE:
tell - is it good?
the one you know is probably sexier for entertainment purposes.
have you picked one specific story to believe yet? one film? one character?
Quote | Reply
gayfifer
Joined Sat 04/04/09
Posts: 5278
Tue 08/04/09 01:56 AM
do i need to?
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a_shields
Joined Mon 02/02/09
Posts: 368
Tue 08/04/09 02:03 AM
QUOTE:
do i need to?
it helps me to know what lie i need to disprove before talking to someone.
some like the joker story.
some like the nash story.
some like batman, john connor, harry potter, the man/machine in salvation, neo, anchorman, hannibal, riddler, phenomenon, blue penis from watchmen, impossibly moving inkface scaryvoice hatguy, rainman, kaizer sozay [sic, **** spelling anyway].
I need to know what you think I am, so I can explain to you the elements of my life that resemble that story or character.
I am a human - not an idea of a human. The idea people think I am is killing me. All think my motives are something other than what I say. Everything is a double negative of the truth. People give a sly smile thinking they know what/who I am, and what I want from them.
They do not.
If they did, they would weep.
Should I make people weep?
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gayfifer
Joined Sat 04/04/09
Posts: 5278
Tue 08/04/09 02:06 AM
are u on something?
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daytime
Joined Sat 04/25/09
Posts: 523
Tue 08/04/09 02:12 AM
I do not understand the story??
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SunshineGirl09
Joined Wed 07/15/09
Posts: 19
Tue 08/04/09 02:16 AM
Yeahhh I don't think there is a story yet hun....
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JasmineInglewood
Joined Wed 11/28/07
Posts: 3593
Tue 08/04/09 02:16 AM
what the...?
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SunshineGirl09
Joined Wed 07/15/09
Posts: 19
Tue 08/04/09 02:16 AM
Yeahhh I don't think there is a story yet hun....
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a_shields
Joined Mon 02/02/09
Posts: 368
Tue 08/04/09 02:16 AM
QUOTE:
are u on something?
the addiction story.
a popular explanation for something medically interesting.
the story you know is about a husband that gets addicted to adderall and rips apart his marriage, right?
ok, here goes:
a human is born to a right side brain thinker and a left side brain thinker.
these two extremes were not able to provide normal environment.
result was left/right brain hybrid with freakish thinking ability and various dysfunctions based on the same, and also based on fear response from normal people.
freak of nature survives to 18 via luck and charity. gets married based on logical choice without understanding normal human concepts of trust and love.
back a bit:
this freak is able to see when people become scared or potentially violent. Violence came from friends, family, mentors - all based on fear of freak's perception of them.
when a monster sees me seeing them, they desire to kill me. to hide my awareness of them would be dishonest about what i know is true. i do not pretend to be an idiot to gain advantage over another human. the result is monsters trying to kill me on a regular basis each time i see them, and they see me seeing them.
i am still typing...
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gayfifer
Joined Sat 04/04/09
Posts: 5278
Tue 08/04/09 02:16 AM
QUOTE:
I do not understand the story??
find peace in the knowledge u are not alone!