Many times I wonder if I'll actually do anything with my life. I mean, I'm in college and all at the moment, but I don't feel as if I'll be able to get a job when I get out. As of recent I have been looking for a legit job, but have been unable to find one and its been that way for quite a while. I apply for a job and call and call and call and I never get a response. Still, beyond that, I have a feeling that I just won't make it in life. I'm joining the USMC after college, but the thing is is that I always have had a bad relationship with institutions. So far, every single institution I've been in, I've highly disliked and left there running, only to go back into an institution. I feel as if I just won't be able to be myself and have people actually like me for me, even with all my flaws. I really don't know what to do. I'll most likely end up running from here and if I run after the Marines, where will I go? I really don't have anything much going for me.