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I appreciate everyone here . People I wouldnt know a leaf on the ground to feel as family for years. I appreciate everyone’s thoughts and kind words. I’ve told these people how I’ve felt, how used I felt and they treat me as if I’m just whining, it’s sad how you have to push away these people in your life who you think were friends or lovers. Just lately I take long walks at night and just take in the beauty of the night lights and stars and I think of everything I’ll miss out on and it gives me some will to keep going. I’ve talked to doctors, I’ve been out on meds for anxiety, they help some days but even when taking my normal meds for the stomach cancer I still have this burden and sadness like something missing. But I appreciate everyone here I really do
Keep talking through it and it will pass. We can't control how other people behave, but we can control who we allow inside the perimeter.
Also, sometimes a social group for healing is a good place to land - https://www.meetup.com/
Maybe a church, maybe a support group, maybe group therapy. You can find safe people; they're also looking for safe people.
Find each other.