It’s the first, it’s the longest. Don’t bother reading it, really…
I don’t know much about online ‘etiquette’, and I’m not well-suited for online chat… I don’t want to be rude or seen as ignoring the munchkins. I think I may make ‘Addresses’ now and then, to make any announcements or comments. I do appreciate the early ‘encouragement’ and added interest for others to check in as well. I never know how to respond to most kind comments (or if you’re supposed to?). What works in real life, doesn’t work so well here...
I know I’m like an old man driver when it comes to this ‘writing’ thing – forgot some of the rules, replaced them with bad habits and giving the finger. I can’t fix the ‘stream of consciousness’ thing, I’m thinking out loud. It could be way worse. But it’s punishment enough to come here, I’m not looking to make it any harder where it doesn’t need to be. I’m glad it was mentioned early by Chappy, I’ve taken it under useful advisement as needed. I hope I’m a little easier to read from here on in…
I’m a little concerned that some may think I am using my ‘technique’ here as a way of responding to comments, or even passive statements to specific individuals out on the discussion threads. I certainly don’t have time to make sure I’m not doing that. I stay away from relevant threads while I bitch on paper. I sometimes lurk, and I may get idea’s from threads, but I’m not into creating games like that here. If it happens, it is surely purely coincidental. Rhymes are more fun, less filling. I’ll make it specific enough if I’m addressing someone or something personally. That wasn’t a direct finger to Chappy, for instance, though it’s funny like that too… See how I operate yet? I’m always speaking generally, to everyone, no one, and you in particular. If that turns out to be ‘you’, you’re just one in a million…
I’m sure it’s obvious to any of the regulars who have seen my posts before, that I am just poking a little fun at all of us, on what I consider an important and frightening subject. The subject is offensive in every way, no getting around it. It’s also impossible to say some of the things I need to without sounding like a pompous ass about it – no matter how delicate I try to be, sometimes that’s even worse…
F**k it. I ran with it instead of tiptoeing. Maybe I’m turning more people off than on, maybe it’s the wrong approach. It really doesn’t matter, does it? We’re already extinct in my eyes. Like a best-friend, I already grieved. I’m just killing time and having fun with frustrations when they come up. I’m still young enough to be pissed-off about it at times, ok? It still hurts. I’ll get over it, I’m sure. Then shoot me.
Get used to hearing me repeat myself a little. I’ve tried to rearrange the entries, make ‘redux’ versions, all of it criss-crossing, intersecting, colliding. It’s just impossible to summarize the entire picture as I see it in a few short posts. It is SO very deep and pervasive, the end of each sentence a launching pad for a zillion different directions.
I concede that I am ‘creating an image’, or just a plain propagandist. Still, I don’t feel I am gratuitously offensive for sheer ‘shock value’. I feel I am being as honest as I know how, pulling no punches. That is my only agenda. At times, my heart is embarrassingly out on my sleeve. I think I might have more of an issue with that, than you do. Rarely do I have to cut something out for being over the top. As long as I feel there is truth in what I’ve said, I don’t care how harsh it sounds. I don’t have any real hate in my heart, it’s impossible for it to show…
But just the mere mention of ‘Nazi’s’ in the context of American governance disgusts people instantly. Well no ****. But I can’t help that there are comparisons to be made. Plugging your eyes because you don’t like the sound of it… I don’t know how to deal with you. I know some of you will hate the blog. Let me be the first to invite you not to come back. Save yourself the aggravation…
So then, I figure I could be considered a ‘Liberal’ thinker. I mentioned that I smoke pot occasionally, and I talk about conspiring governments. According to those first news reports, I’m liable to shoot a congresswoman. And I own a camera. Jesus, I’m probably inches away from a no-fly list somewhere. So I’m just going to mention that I am not a violent person, maybe even close to pacifist. I do not own any weapons, unless you count a big stick, and my pointier cutlery… I guess I have some sharpened pencils and bottles of water around too, but I know better than to try and bring them on a plane now.
I capture insects in the house and put them back outside (flies DIE). When I say ‘peace’ at the end of each post, I wish it each time. I’m the whiny guy in a group argument asking why everyone can’t just get along. I’m basically a wuss. Maybe it’s overly cautious, but I’m just covering my ass, documenting that I am no threat. I believe any actions needed to accomplish what I discuss, should be peaceful at all times. I do not endorse terrorism, ‘going postal’, or anything like it. Peace all the way brothers and sisters, the dance-off shall decide… Information, knowledge, mind set… THINK…
Incidentally, there are flies I have threatened to burn to death once I stun them, but I always chicken out, just SO relieved they are ****ing gone and I can have my life back… We could learn a thing or two about tolerance from those in the world who can live with flies in the corner of their eyes… I could live without flies… and sharks… I suppose I should just be happy that sharks aren’t the ones flying around… Holy ****, incoming, take cover… Who left the ****ing screen door open…? Look, there’s two of them now, and the swatgun shells are in the bedroom… No way, you run for it… God, I miss the days when I was afraid of bee’s…
Intermission.
I don’t know much about online ‘etiquette’, and I’m not well-suited for online chat… I don’t want to be rude or seen as ignoring the munchkins. I think I may make ‘Addresses’ now and then, to make any announcements or comments. I do appreciate the early ‘encouragement’ and added interest for others to check in as well. I never know how to respond to most kind comments (or if you’re supposed to?). What works in real life, doesn’t work so well here...
I know I’m like an old man driver when it comes to this ‘writing’ thing – forgot some of the rules, replaced them with bad habits and giving the finger. I can’t fix the ‘stream of consciousness’ thing, I’m thinking out loud. It could be way worse. But it’s punishment enough to come here, I’m not looking to make it any harder where it doesn’t need to be. I’m glad it was mentioned early by Chappy, I’ve taken it under useful advisement as needed. I hope I’m a little easier to read from here on in…
I’m a little concerned that some may think I am using my ‘technique’ here as a way of responding to comments, or even passive statements to specific individuals out on the discussion threads. I certainly don’t have time to make sure I’m not doing that. I stay away from relevant threads while I bitch on paper. I sometimes lurk, and I may get idea’s from threads, but I’m not into creating games like that here. If it happens, it is surely purely coincidental. Rhymes are more fun, less filling. I’ll make it specific enough if I’m addressing someone or something personally. That wasn’t a direct finger to Chappy, for instance, though it’s funny like that too… See how I operate yet? I’m always speaking generally, to everyone, no one, and you in particular. If that turns out to be ‘you’, you’re just one in a million…
I’m sure it’s obvious to any of the regulars who have seen my posts before, that I am just poking a little fun at all of us, on what I consider an important and frightening subject. The subject is offensive in every way, no getting around it. It’s also impossible to say some of the things I need to without sounding like a pompous ass about it – no matter how delicate I try to be, sometimes that’s even worse…
F**k it. I ran with it instead of tiptoeing. Maybe I’m turning more people off than on, maybe it’s the wrong approach. It really doesn’t matter, does it? We’re already extinct in my eyes. Like a best-friend, I already grieved. I’m just killing time and having fun with frustrations when they come up. I’m still young enough to be pissed-off about it at times, ok? It still hurts. I’ll get over it, I’m sure. Then shoot me.
Get used to hearing me repeat myself a little. I’ve tried to rearrange the entries, make ‘redux’ versions, all of it criss-crossing, intersecting, colliding. It’s just impossible to summarize the entire picture as I see it in a few short posts. It is SO very deep and pervasive, the end of each sentence a launching pad for a zillion different directions.
I concede that I am ‘creating an image’, or just a plain propagandist. Still, I don’t feel I am gratuitously offensive for sheer ‘shock value’. I feel I am being as honest as I know how, pulling no punches. That is my only agenda. At times, my heart is embarrassingly out on my sleeve. I think I might have more of an issue with that, than you do. Rarely do I have to cut something out for being over the top. As long as I feel there is truth in what I’ve said, I don’t care how harsh it sounds. I don’t have any real hate in my heart, it’s impossible for it to show…
But just the mere mention of ‘Nazi’s’ in the context of American governance disgusts people instantly. Well no ****. But I can’t help that there are comparisons to be made. Plugging your eyes because you don’t like the sound of it… I don’t know how to deal with you. I know some of you will hate the blog. Let me be the first to invite you not to come back. Save yourself the aggravation…
So then, I figure I could be considered a ‘Liberal’ thinker. I mentioned that I smoke pot occasionally, and I talk about conspiring governments. According to those first news reports, I’m liable to shoot a congresswoman. And I own a camera. Jesus, I’m probably inches away from a no-fly list somewhere. So I’m just going to mention that I am not a violent person, maybe even close to pacifist. I do not own any weapons, unless you count a big stick, and my pointier cutlery… I guess I have some sharpened pencils and bottles of water around too, but I know better than to try and bring them on a plane now.
I capture insects in the house and put them back outside (flies DIE). When I say ‘peace’ at the end of each post, I wish it each time. I’m the whiny guy in a group argument asking why everyone can’t just get along. I’m basically a wuss. Maybe it’s overly cautious, but I’m just covering my ass, documenting that I am no threat. I believe any actions needed to accomplish what I discuss, should be peaceful at all times. I do not endorse terrorism, ‘going postal’, or anything like it. Peace all the way brothers and sisters, the dance-off shall decide… Information, knowledge, mind set… THINK…
Incidentally, there are flies I have threatened to burn to death once I stun them, but I always chicken out, just SO relieved they are ****ing gone and I can have my life back… We could learn a thing or two about tolerance from those in the world who can live with flies in the corner of their eyes… I could live without flies… and sharks… I suppose I should just be happy that sharks aren’t the ones flying around… Holy ****, incoming, take cover… Who left the ****ing screen door open…? Look, there’s two of them now, and the swatgun shells are in the bedroom… No way, you run for it… God, I miss the days when I was afraid of bee’s…
Intermission.