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...uh, exactly.
You don't have to tell the shrink absolutely everything.
...uh, exactly.
That's all that's left to discuss.You don't have to tell the shrink absolutely everything.
well um she's my wifenot just because she happens to be a woman
...uh, exactly.
There comes a point where the only sane choice is to embrace the madness, otherwise you snap.That's really too bad. I hope you get well.
There comes a point where the only sane choice is to embrace the madness, otherwise you snap.
While I was on leave from deployment I actually went to her, gave her my wedding ring back and forgave her for everything. I've been to the private and the Army shrinks. Forgiveness brought me no happiness, no peace, it just means you're going to give that person a pass. I don't see where the self-respect is in that.I almost snapped myself at one point in my life. I was betrayed by someone very close to me that I trusted with my life. The details don't matter, but the betrayal was real and heart-wrenching. I learned what real hatred was. It was awful. It drove me into a depression that was so deep I didn't know what to do with it. The pain was so great that it consumed me. All joy was gone from my life.
It took me several years to understand that until I could let go of that hatred, she still controlled me. And happiness would forever elude me. I walked in the countryside. Miles and miles and miles. Every day. I went to church and prayed. I reached out to others and "pretended" to be happy. Until finally? I noticed I sort of was.
I wrote her a letter of forgiveness which I never mailed. I want nothing to do with her. But I've forgiven her by realizing that she was a broken person who did the best she could at the time.
I hope you find your joy again, Jerry. I sense it may be missing in your life.
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I think I just found the problem.
While I was on leave from deployment I actually went to her, gave her my wedding ring back and forgave her for everything. I've been to the private and the Army shrinks. Forgiveness brought me no happiness, no peace, it just means you're going to give that person a pass. I don't see where the self-respect is in that.
IMO, forgiveness isn't about giving the other person a pass. It's about giving yourself a pass.
I almost added that to my edit, Sangha. I completely agree.
While I was on leave from deployment I actually went to her, gave her my wedding ring back and forgave her for everything. I've been to the private and the Army shrinks. Forgiveness brought me no happiness, no peace, it just means you're going to give that person a pass. I don't see where the self-respect is in that.
Tried to have "The Discussion" with my son again last night and now I have a toddler running around the house saying "Condoms. Dada blathebla condoms!"
See? He's learning! :lol:
I see forgiveness not as a pass but just the statement, "it is what it is." You can't really do anything about it, you always wonder what would have happened if it was different. Forgiveness in my opinion is acceptance. In the end that is all you can do.
While I was on leave from deployment I actually went to her, gave her my wedding ring back and forgave her for everything. I've been to the private and the Army shrinks. Forgiveness brought me no happiness, no peace, it just means you're going to give that person a pass. I don't see where the self-respect is in that.
True. But it's such a struggle to let go. I've experienced the betrayal Maggie was talking about, and it took years. One day in my mind I wished the person dead, the only time in my life I've had that thought, and I was so shocked and horrified by myself that I resolved to turn my own corner.
Not letting go consumes you, which is why you have to let go--for yourself.