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From a social media site with a throwaway account, using the "Confession Bear" meme. Not my story, but I thought it's worth talking about.
In short, this person thinks their father committed a sort of soft suicide by not taking their medication, so they would die in a way that doesn't burden their children. They wanted to pass along something to their children without all of it being swallowed up by medical debt in the final years of life.
Ours is the only system where a man makes a choice like this.
He had literally zero documentation for what should be done after his death and his file system was chaotic, so as the "currently out of work" sibling I took on being appointed as the administrator for his estate. It's been a slog tracking down everything, making interminable calls, and trying to do the best that I can without a lawyer, but it's going. I've found (and have even been able to distribute a portion to myself and my siblings) money from some inherited investments. It isn't a huge amount - it would have quickly been burned through by assisted care or prolonged medical treatment (US) - but even the portion that's already been distributed has allowed one sibling to buy a new-sed (but reliable) car and put money down on an inexpensive house and has allowed the other to pay off an amount of student debt that might have otherwise been crushing. We'd found my father several days post-death. No autopsy was conducted - he had a history of medicated heart disease, a long history of heavy smoking, and a number of other problems, so it was ruled a myocardial infarction after consultation with his doctor. Some of the bills that I've unearthed (and payed with estate funds) seem to show that he had a preliminary examination indicating oral and throat cancer. I'd also found two full bottles of his heart medication. The way the dates lined up, it really seems like he just stopped taking it a few weeks before his death (around the last time I'd seen him - when I'd made him a steak dinner for Father's Day). He may have done it to spare himself suffering, but something in my gut keeps saying that he committed a soft (and unconfirmable) suicide so he could leave us something. I have no intention of telling my siblings my suspicions. One's already eaten up by the fact that they hadn't seen him for over a year before his death and has lashed out in some less-than-healthy ways, and the lives of both have objectively been materially improved since his death. They don't need the burden of guilt that I think they both would feel.
In short, this person thinks their father committed a sort of soft suicide by not taking their medication, so they would die in a way that doesn't burden their children. They wanted to pass along something to their children without all of it being swallowed up by medical debt in the final years of life.
Ours is the only system where a man makes a choice like this.